At least for me it is. I feel so hopelessly and objectively unattractive.
I don’t really want to shop for new clothes or do my hair or my make-up. I feel like it’s all pointless- I am never going to be pretty to anybody.
I am not “normal” or “average” looking- that would be easier. I really feel like I’m different looking. My eyes are really far apart (this is a huge source of insecurity for me), I have very short eyelashes, my cheeks are saggy, my lips aren’t full enough, my mouth is naturally frowny, my forehead is huge, my hairline is masculine, I don’t have any bone structure, my teeth are gappy, I have tones of freckles, my nostrils are oddly shaped…I guess I’ll stop here.
I would much rather be a white girl with dishwater blonde hair and a round face. I wouldn’t be beautiful, but maybe I wouldn’t feel like my lack of beauty called attention to itself.
I don’t blame the media, or past boyfriends, or childhood experiences or anything else for the way I view myself. I don’t think that “blame” is relevant here- I am ugly and that is just a matter of fact.
Do they have support groups to help people deal with going through life as an ugly person? Can I go?
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